Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Just decided to pop by and say ello.
But there's something else to add to that.
Recently, I've discovered that lots of things were and are
Missing from my life.
Friends that've changed oh so dramatically,
People whom I once knew, that now I have forgotten,
Tonnes more.
But many things have been lost, and less gained.
Well see, there's-Her.
She's changed so much.
Really makes me think you know.
How much people can really change in a matter of time.
She's was literally perfect.
Perfect grades, attitude, aptitude...
You name it.
Now its a totally different case.
A gone case.
Far beyond changable.
What to do? What to do?
Sigh. Sometimes I wish I never had to stand by and watch.
Wish I had the power to affect change.
Tried mentioning to her, but to no avail.
People change, for the better, for the worse.
But when they do, its really an irreversible process.
Untucked blouse, short skirt, ear-holes, ear-sticks...
You name it.
Her offenses can stretch past the end of the great wall of China.
Sounds, unbelievable?
Believe it.
We'll be having a little reunion on teusday
And seriously, Christina and I really hope she doesn't make it.
Jeebers, bad friends?
I don't know. Betrayel?
Nah. Don't think so.
Just that- I hope that one person won't spoil the whole thing.
God, please dawn on us a miracle of some sort.
If her path directs her to all this, I'm sure you'll have a better one for her.
I go where the winds lead me. I know not where.
And see there's-Him.
One guy that's changed my whole perspective of life.
Life's definition?
It's process?
How it comes to be about?
Truly heaven sent.
Cheered me up by sending me dinky lil' smses.
How he made debate seem unlike what i thought of before, a chore.
Most probably never knows how much one heaven sent like him is treasured.
In deepest gratitude-
Thank you.
Posted by Jamie at Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
I've just been staring at the many photos taken this year:
Dance performances
Wacky Class photos
Friends from German
Dear ickle Codey
And tonnes more
It just made me think you know,
How amazingly fast this whole year had flashed us past.
Just a minute ago it was January 2nd,
A whole new year
Now it's October 28th,
The year's coming to a close.
Pretty fast eh?
So many things I've done
So many ways I've changed?
So many things I could have, but did not do?
The many oppurtunities I had been presented with,
But those few I had let slip away?
So many things have happened
Yet few I seem to remember.
This school-year was the ultimate.
A total knock-out compared to the last!
I mean, how common is it to find a primary-schooler
Who ends her activities at 7 literally everyday?
And to top that up,
Heaps upon Heaps of assignments,
Projects? Speeches? Performances?
Are piled on one!
Man, that's one too many!
Ah well, this year has been put to its full use.
Had a great time with all you wacky dweebs in class!
Especially those in German class, MOELC!
Samuel, Evangeline, Seb, Adriel, Zara...
the list goes on and on.
But this year has made a huge impace on my life.
So many lessons I have learnt,
Learning that
There would be so many more lessons for me to learn.
Council Camp, Dance Camp...
The list still goes on and on.
All about leadership, Perseverance, Moral courage...
And yes, the list still goes on and on.
All this has happened in a flash
Four more of these flashes and
Secondary school life will be gone,
Another two from there and
Jc life will be gone.
Jeebers, sounds bad huh?
But lets just enjoy while these flashes last shall we?
And lest you do forget,
At least we've gone through it yeah?
Posted by Jamie at Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Monday, October 27, 2003
Aloha!
When you feel that you have been misplaced in this world
When it just dawns to you that just maybe
just maybe
It was a misfortune that this harsh atmosphere had been surrounding you all your life?
Try this.
GO down to church on Sunday.
And just let the service and songs blast a whole beam
Of Praise and worship into that tattered soul of yours!
Sing your Voicebox out!
Cry your heart out lest it really helps that already-torn soul of yours!
Just let all that sorrow and misery
Gush out of you as you break out in tears, for who really cares?
Eveyone goes to Church with some sort of sorrow.
And the results will be obvious enough.
You go there in a million broken pieces,
But you'll step out of service as if you had a fresh awakening!
Completely rejuvinated!
Serious!
No doozey!
I know it sounds rather cheesy,
But in a case like mine, what other way is there for me
To let out that whole blob of mixed feelings?
[Haha*]
Anyway, Sermen yesterday was a total knock-out.
It really made me think.
We really do have to get rid of that "Cornelius" in our lives.
See, Peter was a jew, and he was instructed to go to Cornelius for help.
A vision had been set to him that repeated three times!
It tried to convey the messege that we should not discriminate anyone or anything.
Well, see Cornelius was a Gentile, and in that time, Jews were sort of forbidden
To associate with Gentiles, Just like how blacks and whites associate.
But Peter had gone to Cornelius, and when criticised by Jews,
He insisted through the fact that there was nothing wrong with his doing so.
"Do Not call impure anything that God has made clean."
Was a lesson he had learnt.
And so it goes the same for me.
I really want to get rid of that feeling of guilt that I clench.
The overwelming force that tells me:
"You don't do that"
But its gonna be different-you bet.
But till today, or now rather,
I still haven't discovered that hidden portion of my alta ego.
[snort*] Haha=)~[any suggestions?]*
Well well, I have ta scoot now.
Seems like me brother will go to the extent of asasinating me
To attempt getting my butt of the chair.
So it's Adios Pippee Mon Ami!
[Good bye my friend]
Till then, Tarra!
Posted by Jamie at Monday, October 27, 2003
Saturday, October 25, 2003
Hey, Its me again.
No big surprise. No big pronto either.
Only thing.
My life is turning for the worse. Stale? De-hydrated?
Hmm. Guess those words really can relate.
Ah well, how bad can life get?
One day I think life's a dream
Next thing i know it -BOOM-
Life's a mean disaster.
Perhaps it's true then, Sufferings Do tend to teach you a lesson?
I don't know and i don't care.
Im really hoping that one day this cloudy fog would just clear and leave me in peace
Everything just seems to be over-lapping, you know?
Everything's jumbled up in one messy blob.
Lot'sa tension between my parents and I
It's the usual
"I'm-not-happy-with-your-results" thing
And not forgetting the
"Why-are-your-grades-dropping-so-dramatically" thing.
I really do wish that sometimes God will fork out some miracle for me,
Lest that ever happens, I do wish it wouldn't be too late.
Really feel bad that I can't even cope with the normal activities.
Seriously never meant to make my parents feel bad.
Just that, maybe they've never seen me break into tears late at night?
Crying like mad, and asking God why has such a thorny path been set for me?
'Guess I've never really put in all that I had for the academics.
Then again Mom and Dad,
I really do try.
It's so hard to do well in Secondary school life, you know?
So many things to cope with,
German, Dance, Music, Extra lessons?
Sometimes it really makes me think you know
How people stay afloat on these deadly foams in the sea?
Ah well, no use wallowing in my own pity.
Looks like the only alternative is to brighten up
And look forward to the next dawns God has created for me.
Posted by Jamie at Saturday, October 25, 2003
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Guten Tag!
Ohohohoh. The sense of relaxation is really getting into me...
Im presently in school on the the monet room
And we're TRYING to use the HANS VISION software.
AH well, i'll fill in the details in you later at night or something when i go home...
Now its time to say CHAO!!!!!
CHAO!
Posted by Jamie at Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Friday, October 10, 2003
ahoy!
Life is presently absolutely swell!!!
How great can life get???!!!
Whooyeah!
There'll be things to think of while our minds are not dwelling on those ruddy exams!
[or for a short period of time at least *sniff*]
Ah well,the chalet is in 2 days!
Can hardly wait!
We all went to Heeren today
And it was a BLAST!!!
Took close to about a million neoprints!
And they were fantastic man!!!
And we were laughing all the way In Takashimaya when we were desperately trying to track down a toilet
*snigger*
[talk about pathetic!]
Ah haha. Anyway, we did manage to eventually,
but we all felt like we were on the verge of laughing our
voice-boxes out!
Anyway, i have to run!
Dad's gonna pull me out for a game of badminton!
[screams in agony]
ahaha. Nah, it's not that bad, but for what its worth,
Im gonna suffer bruises and aches tomorrow!
So wish me luck!-I need it!
Tarra and Cherrio!
Posted by Jamie at Friday, October 10, 2003
ahoy!
Life is presently absolutely swell!!!
How great can life get???!!!
Whooyeah!
There'll be things to think of while our minds are not dwelling on those ruddy exams!
[or for a short period of time at least *sniff*]
Ah well,the chalet is in 2 days!
Can hardly wait!
We all went to Heeren today
And it was a BLAST!!!
Took close to about a million neoprints!
And they were fantastic man!!!
And we were laughing all the way In Takashimaya when we were desperately trying to track down a toilet
*snigger*
[talk about pathetic!]
Ah haha. Anyway, we did manage to eventually,
but we all felt like we were on the verge of laughing our
voice-boxes out!
Anyway, i have to run!
Dad's gonna pull me out for a game of badminton!
[screams in agony]
ahaha. Nah, it's not that bad, but for what its worth,
Im gonna suffer bruises and aches tomorrow!
So wish me luck!-I need it!
Tarra and Cherrio!
Posted by Jamie at Friday, October 10, 2003
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, October 09, 2003
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, October 09, 2003
Hey there. Im really beat. Totally.
Only thing to cheer mr up-
The exams are "officially" over!!!
*yeehaa!*
Right. Well, okay, maybe not exactly officially,
But who thinks of art exams at a time like this?
Jeebers. I could have sworn that my fingers are
twice as swollen as they were before.
[hrmph]
Ah well, for what its worth, the exams are literally over!
Yuppers! Its time to tear down the house!
And we'll be having a class chalet on Monday!
[How great can life get!!??]
And we're planning on sleeping at 5 in the wee hours
of the morning- hey don't ask me about that-
I'm not responsible for such a crack-pot suggestion!
[stares at Yush and Gen]
And of course, the rules.
-No dunking people in the pool
[and for that matter, no drowning too]
-No hogging the bathroom
-No watching Ju-On!!!
[or whatever it is called siti, and sarimah.]
*pulls covers over head (squeal)*
-Sabotage is highly agreeable
[is that how you spell "agree-able"?]
And thats about all. Hmm. Oh and one more thing.
No Ghost Stories!!! *eeeeek*
*snigger*- For those who ARE wondering
I HAVE no guts.
None at all.
Zero
NiL
-So those people who are going for the chalet,
please avoid trying to scare the very wits out of
My miniscule body, Thank you very much :D
Anyhow, its time for me to scoot-again.
My eye-bags are trying to avenge themselves!!!
Ah haha.
Okies. Nightie-toodles!
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, October 09, 2003
Saturday, October 04, 2003
hello once again:)
Yes its me. Im presently wondering how on earth
I'm going to try and make my fingers stop going numb.
Hmm. Plus, typing this fast doesnt help a bit at all!
Im just being sadistic towards my pitiful fingers.
Alright. I've gone through seven chapters of chinese,
Three chapters of science,
and its a NIL score for geography and math.
Talk about pathetic.
There's a perfect example sitting right in front
of this screen right now.
Haha.
Okies. Looks like im not only losing the power to type,
but im also losing the life in me veins.
(did I sound Irish in that last line??? hmm.)
So, it'll be off to the loft right now.
And im hoping that i wont fall asleep during sermen
or Sis' Sharon will start pinching my poor arms.
Yikes. alright then.
Cherrio and Tarra!
[wondering where doritos originated from]
Posted by Jamie at Saturday, October 04, 2003
Buenos Dias!
Well well well. Look who's got a blog?
Yes, me. For all you C2 people out there, dont be suprised!!!
*snigger snigger*
alright then, back to the usual mundane life that i have.
Hmm lets see.
Had the nerve-wrecking chinese exam today.
Wasn't too bad. Yeah. just about enough to get a merit
if there even is one for compos
And of course, the Lit exam
T'was great
Besids the fact that
My pen ink has decrease by at least half its original
and that my hands were growing numb
what do you expect from doing
A lit exam paper in extreme temperatures???
Haha. Well, it wasn't too bad after all.
And i have to scoot for more revision.
Im not gonna let myself flunk anything this exam
[or at least im hoping so]
Ah well, i told my mom i've FINALLY gotten a blog.
Hmm, maybe i shall ask her to get one too eh?
Yuppers. Not too bad an idea. Not too bad at all.
Anyway, gotta go!
Tarra!
Posted by Jamie at Saturday, October 04, 2003
Buenos Dias!
Well well well. Look who's got a blog?
Yes, me. For all you C2 people out there, dont be suprised!!!
*snigger snigger*
alright then, back to the usual mundane life that i have.
Hmm lets see.
Had the nerve-wrecking chinese exam today.
Wasn't too bad. Yeah. just about enough to get a merit
if there even is one for compos
And of course, the Lit exam
T'was great
Besids the fact that
My pen ink has decrease by at least half its original
and that my hands were growing numb
what do you expect from doing
A lit exam paper in extreme temperatures???
Haha. Well, it wasn't too bad after all.
And i have to scoot for more revision.
Im not gonna let myself flunk anything this exam
[or at least im hoping so]
Ah well, i told my mom i've FINALLY gotten a blog.
Hmm, maybe i shall ask her to get one too eh?
Yuppers. Not too bad an idea. Not too bad at all.
Anyway, gotta go!
Tarra!
Posted by Jamie at Saturday, October 04, 2003
Buenos Dias!
Well well, looks like i've finally gotten a blog.
Danke to you all!
Samjo! Gen! Yush! Danke-shon!!!
Posted by Jamie at Saturday, October 04, 2003
Thursday, October 02, 2003
hello:)
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, October 02, 2003