Monday, November 29, 2004
[Updates of my life]*((:
1. Us at Eunz's Barbaque
2. The few cheeky ones in the pool
3. TaiTai and TaiTai Junior
4. Irene jie [Bride] and I
Posted by Jamie at Monday, November 29, 2004
Monday, November 22, 2004
[Just a Splinter in My Heart]*Just a splinter in my heart-
A splinter so small
Yet so painful,
So fine
Yet so sharp.
How long as it been?
Too long.
Erased from your memory
Deleted from your world,
I no longer stand as anything
That's of any worth to you.
Those times we spent together,
Sweet, intoxicating, hilarious..
There never was a moment
when i felt bothered by your existence.
You stood by me when i needed comfort,
You were there to support me should need be...
But most of all,
You treasured me.
I took you for granted,
truth be told.
It was just this feeling
That made me think that
You'd be by my side
as long as I lived.
But now i know.
As I moved on in life,
So did you.
And you were so caught up with things in life,
You hardly spoke to me.
When i went online,
Your "HEY!!"s soon turned into "hmm?"s.
Needless to say,
I was caught up in life too..
My commitments..
Dance, grades, council, gym, german, blah..
Nonethless,
I always looked back.
I always wondered if maybe
just maybe...
And so time clocked by..
I forcefully burried myself in getting things done.
It was the only other way i could taste pure satisfaction.
I grew to become lost in my own world
And at times when i thought about the past,
I'd push it away and tell myself
forget it you fool.
Following which, I'd wear myself out everyday,
Just so that i wouldn't have enough energy to think about you.
You soon became part of my past,
Until one day...
i remember how i couldnt bear to face you.
I kept telling myself to look away
to pretend you werent there.
to act as if you never mattered.
Because i knew i once did,
But dont any more.
So this is how its going to be.
Now i know how it feels like
To be lost in two worlds,
To be torn between two loves.
Posted by Jamie at Monday, November 22, 2004
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Musical Evening 2004
Us n I
ip councillors!!whoohoo=)
Class gathering-->14th Nov 04
us in watching POC
the few naughty ones:P
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, November 18, 2004
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Aloha=)Havent been blogging for a pretty long time
So here's a recap for those who
Dont really know about whats going on in my life=)
Haha..okies
[Sunday*-05ip02's class gathering]
t'was funnnnnnn ^.-
VERY VERY funnn.
Well, we all reached there around 2 plus
And sat around with ernest's family,
Talking, and laughing about ernie's interesting stories..
(psssk.Ernie's parents tell funnaye stories^.-)
Hee.hmm.
Then we all watched Pirates of the Carrib.
And Keen and i dunno who kept goin on about
How Cute Johnny Depp was..
*rolls eyes* haha..
Okay, so he's got an interesting personality,
But not CUTE cute right??
haha, we ate lotsa stuffs and blah
Chasing each other around the seats
trying to make WHO sit with WHO
*pblfff*
Before we went up for Interview with the Vampire=)
Whoh.Okies.I hereby declare ernie's room horrendously messy.
Even my mom wont have anything to say
if she sees his room! *snigger*
Anyway, we screamed quite alot during jump scenes
while watching Interview and we were being very naughty:P
Yeah, grabbing erniest's pillow, bolster and stuffs to hug:D
Then we hopped in and out of the acts of watching interview
as well as eating lotsa junk..
Meanwhile, alot was happening in ernest's room..
Like SUAN-ing people. *glares*
And affection shown for various groups of people.
*ahem* like. The two obnoxiously gay vampires.
Tommie cruisie and Braddy Pitty.
*hears keen and others screaming*
LeStat...and Louis or smth.
*shakes head* SIGH.
Then we had dinner and then we played truth or dare!!
Many LAME, stupid and GROSS things happened.
Go check out the class blog if there is a neccessity.
*pbllfff* to keen for so kindaly helping the class
blog about that eventful day..
though i do caution you that NOT ALL sources of information
are RELIABLE and TRUE.
haha..yeah=)
Sunday was fabbb.
Looking forward to our next gathering [two]tsies!!
[Tuesday*- Musical Evening 2004]
A very memorial day indeed^,^
Left for School at 12 and met Shaminah.
The Band room was bustling with so much movement
While Sha n I were lazing about, rehearsing our lines..
Playing with that sunflower and being really hysterical>.<
Yess.She made me stick the leaf and all that stuff in my hair
just so that she could laugh..
And then we met Pampam's mom
Who apparently went on some Herbalife dieting thingy
And when we saw her photos and saw her we were like
... ... ...
Yeah, she kept telling us to drink tea tea tea tea
and all that funny nonsense..even until we were in Ms Low's car.
And we were cramped up with so much lobang thingy's at the back
That shaminah and i resorted to looking like idiots
by strapping both of us under one seat belt!
*snort* Shaminaaaahhhh...
And so we reached Victoria Concert Hall
and went to our dressing rooms=)
It wasn't posh or grand or anything, but it was cozy.
So we left our stuff there,
trudged down to the theatre
and sat through the rehearsals with the band..
Met the councillors on duty as usherers..
And got ready for the big night ahead=)
We met in the lobby/entrance/whatever at 6:30pm
And we did mike tests and all that stuff
before i went outside to mingle and usher people in.
I met tonnes of people there=)
Friends and all that..whow.Some of them looked
So preettyy dressed up *winks*
Haha..Was trying to get ready before meeting up with Carol..
Poor thing, she just got there from dance and looked so tired.
She told me to look out for Her friend, Geovenn, but i wasnt really able to recognise him=P
And so the night began..
The bad was remarkable *applauds*
And Shaminah and I were being very "lady-like"
Because we had to be abit more formal onstage *snigger*
The hosting/emceein/whatever-ing was smooth, really=)
We were nervous but settled down in the end, so..
Haha=)
Intermission.
Was talking to shaminah when suddenly this guy walks up to me and goes
"HI! I'm Geovenn! Nice to meet you!...*yakyakyak*"
Haha, yes, that was how i met, Geovenn.
Very friendly dude, who so graciously bought muffins, chocs and skittles
For famished Carol=)
Talked alot during intermission..
Met alotta people.. someone screamed for me from the other side of the theatre
But i havent found out who..
Haha, anyways, i was mingling with the crowd and i met carol and Geov.
*aww* Geoven treats Carol soo nicely=)
Took photos with alotta people.. Laughed and started to feel
the aches and pains from wearing court shoes with stockings ^.-
Well, the second half was fantastic
If not for the little screw-up with the percussionists.
The percussionists rawked=) *screams*
And while Shaminah n i were trying to buy time backstage,
SHaminah so miraculously thought of entertaining them by singing them
Bananas in Pajamas.. Like wth.
Haha, so i just rushed up on stage and started buying time
By trying to lenghten "Sorry" and " thankyou" in various ways.
Haha, i used "cock-up"" and the band girls were laughing like mad backstage...
Bleagh=P
Haha, well, the rest was great!
The audience and guys from i dunno where
were screaming and cheering for Encore so many times
That i had to say " NO MORE ENCORES!!!" in a really sarcastic tone.
And there was this joker guy who shouted
"PLEASE??"
And Sha n I were laughing on stage..
Ah well, stayed back to help clear up,
And chatted with Geov and Carol for awhile before leaving VCH.
Ah well..
Really tired, and so i must retire
Into slumberland for tonight=)
Chaos and God Bless dearies ^.-
Posted by Jamie at Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Heeee:)those going on sunday for our 05ip02 gathering at ernie's house beware!!!!
Its gonna be funnnn:)
bwhaahahaha=)
I hereby declare our class the most bang ip class of 04!!!
whoohoo=)
we're gonna form a class band on sunday.. [erpx]
gonna hang out, watch meikeen's fab shows..
and dunk ernie in his fish pond:) [bwahaha]
Those who dunno how to go there may meet at j8 kies?
Yay.Our class rocks:)
We've got a class blog:)Band:)and simply cos...
We're [two]tsiiieeees!!! XD
heeex.haha:)We're gonna have a gathering again
on Boxing day=)--> [Project BoxingDay]
and we're gonna set our New Year Revolutions!!
Shape up the class..
And basically just chill out and have fun together
As one 05ip02 class=)
Hahaha.
We rawk dont we [two]tsies?
Torn between two worlds.
Two realms of pure happiness,
Of which neither can i love more than the other.
How can i choose between the two?
Choice cant matter here.
To all out there.
Spare a thought
That leaving isnt as easy as it may seem.
But aye,
I am.
What can i do about it?
Just because i found another spunky class that i love
doesnt mean i love C2 less.
Seeing me go may have made many cry..
But think about which is harder.
Seeing your friends leave?
Or being the one who has to leave?
Spare a thought.
Posted by Jamie at Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Friday, November 05, 2004
05'IP02 WON!!!!!!! *screams*::[05'IP02- Most enthu class of induction!!]
Did i say that induction day 1 was fun??
Well.
If it was,
Today would be...
*WHAM!!*
whooohooo!:)
Induction was superrrrb!!Amazing!!
Wowww!!!:D
We started off at around 9
And when I saw my class,
I was like"... ..."
I knew nobody in my class.
But when we went up to our temp classroom,
I realised that my class was FUNKAYE!!
SO many people from so many schools,
Even Indonesian and Chinese Scholars!!
Everyone was sooo mad:)
So we played some warm up games and introduced ourselves,
then we proceeded to do some phototaking:)
and when we came back,
we designed our classrooms!!
hee.
I can hereby declare that...
05'IP02's classroom is gonna be THE BESTEST,
MOST WONDERFUL CLASSROOM:P
whooohoo!!*haaaa*:D
We were given catalouges and lists
to choose our wall colours,
table and chair designs...
and i think we're gonna be given $500++
for other decorations and all:)
Anyways, 05'IP02's gonna look like:
Front wall (whiteboard):
Golden Straw(top)/TANGERINE*winks*
Back wall (noticeboard):
Blue CHiffon(top)/Blue Harmony
Two side walls:
Soft Violet(top)/ Sweet Meadow
(Our very very coool)Tables:
Dark Blue
(Our verry very coool) Chairs:
Light Blue
.
.
.
Haha:) We had so much fun trying to design it!!
Had Andre was being corny talking about
how we needed interesting colours to make
ourselves feel awake even tho
some teachers' classes could be boring...
And they guys in our class we being superr lame..
requesting hot pink walls with rosey pink..
*falls off chair*
haha:D
After all that, we went to the track to assemble for....
GAMES!!!!!
haha..We were cheering and screaming and blah..
[yeah, think i lost my voice!!]
All the games were soooo dirty!!
But it was worth all the dirt, and maybe more!!
Really stupid games!!
The first one was madness already.
We had to slide on our tummies along
these soapy, milo-powdered benches to play
and the stupid seniors came around splashing water
and pouring soap water on us!!!!
haha...
Anway, we played dog& bone...
But with this bucket full of soapy water
filled with tissue paper masche!!
eeeeww!!!:P
But anyway, we were having so much fun
trying to grab it!!
And again...the seniors started throwing bombs at us!!
Haiyah.they all arh..nothing better to do!
Anyway..
we played this really funny game..
was about transferring as much water as we could into an empty pail...
Haha!! are we brilliant?or are we brilliant????
Hahahahaha...
We did crazy things like..
dipping our heads into the bucket..
we forced the guys to strip off their shirts
so that we could soak more water!!!
HAHA.And Earnest, Abel, and the rest
were making so much noise and pretending to be so..
ANYWAY....some SMART people..
drank some and spat it out in the other bucket!!
hahaha...stupid but, we'd do anything for 05'IP02!!
and..of course, the traditional seniors coming in the pour water
and stuff on us and all...*shakes head*
and then we played this King and Toiletroll game..
really funny:P
Vanessa threw a waterbomb into MY MOUTH!!!!
ahhhh!!!
haha..and andre was our king..pretending to be super stupid!
And then after that, the seniors dared us to do something
terribly stupid!!Like.argh:)cant believe i did it!
But WE did it anyway!
hahaha.Yes!
WE-05'IP02-went to the middle of the track
and did this RIDICULOUS rain dance!!!
Hahaha...we were shouting
"02 Oogah Oogah!! 02 Oogah Oogah!!"
Hahaha..
We were like a bunch of crazy tribal goofballs!!
All the seniors were rushing there to take stupid photos
of us screaming and shouting and being pshycho..
Haha..but we had fun screaming and all anyways..
And then we had captain's ball..
AGAIN, I was the lady on the chair!!
With Varun and Andre(the onther one)--some ip seniors,
circling me doing the chicken dance!!
Haiyah.these kinda people.what are they doing here???
*sighs* ahaha:D
then we went for prize presentation!!
And when they announced
that 02 won the most enthu class in games and cheer,
we were screaming and jumping and blah blah blah..
haha, and we were doing our "02 SCREAM" scream:P
hahaha...then we had..
MASS DANCE!!
hahahahahahaaaaaa.
I LOVE THIS CRAZY PLACE~!!!!
hee..
so many cool, silly dances:P
and we were supposed to pair up with friends
preferably guy-girl, cos it'd be easier and blah..
SO.since the ration of guys to girls was...*ahem*
And guess what??
haha..i ended up pairing with THAT guy!
Remember the one in the skit who went all
"...Do you have a map?...."
and then"...Cause Im lost in your eyes.."
*falls off chair*
haha..but it was really funny dancing with him anyway
was laughing and turning and blah most of the time!
Hahaha..really funny.That guy's ...interesting!!
haha,yeah, then we went off for lunch:)
but i didnt join in..cos i had to go off for lunch..
haha:D
Well...
Induction was so FUN.
MAD, WACKY, WILD and the ULTIMATE:)
can't wait till Jan the 3rd:)
05'IP02 let me hear you scream!!!!
*whoohoooo!!*>.<
have a great weekend dearies:)
I'll always love you C2
Posted by Jamie at Friday, November 05, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
'05 IP::whoohoo!!:D
Induction today was so funnn!:)
Was really funny with mel, jes, lou, ga and xinyuan
making fun of me and our Luohan federation
whereby people regardless luohan headed or not unite
in peace and freedom and blah blah blaaahh.
And how they teased me about my husband luohan..
which was pure crap girls!!!!
Just because his head is perfect luohan shape,
its doesnt mean that he's my luohan husband!!
Nonsense people..haha:)
anyway, induction started off with 04'IP students
and their hilarious skit which made me laugh till i cried:P
especially that guy clad in cat high uni, going all
"...Do you have a map?...." and then
"...Cause Im lost in your eyes.."
Hahahahaha!!!!
He' so gay!!! Ga and i were laughing like mad..
And andre with his big hair:P
and the bimbo convent girls:)
they're so good at theatrics!!!
Can't wait..
Had so much fun the whole day
and that silly tangled up game..the toilet paper and all..
And 007...
Haha..amazingly, the ip seniors are Crazaye!
and the ip students 05 are actually kinda fun too:)
haha..the cheer was so cute too...
And then we had lunch,
and all the seniors came around our table
to make us feel welcome
and we ended laughing and making fun of andre's hair:)
made many friends and all..
then we went to LT2 to take some tests to analyse
our learning styles so that we could be
put into classes according to our caliber..
then we did a type test and we found out what sorta person
we all are..and how we could improve..
develop our fortes and our personalities..
haha, was really fun..
And so we all left around 3:30 smiling and all...
haha, and we're gonna be back for more on friday:)
it was super fun, but i couldnt help thinking about Crescent
And all the fun i had there..
My mind kept flooding itself with memories and all..
But anyway..
Really looking forward to starting school next year.
I know so many people are mad at me and all..
but i really really cant wait..
well, smile everyone:)
Yours truly,
Jamie
Posted by Jamie at Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Lets recap:)okay...
Dance on sunday!!!
WhoohoooXD
it was amazingly fun basically because we did that bongo dance
and secondly cos we danced in the rain!!
It was so fun cos we were totally laughing, giggling and talking
while dancing:)
and the greatest part was the two-part dancing..
Something like passdedeux:)
it was really cool..
haha.the guys are soo strong.
and they just lifted, swung and spun
as if girls were made outa foam or something!
haha..anyway, it was fun:)
Well, more later!
But for now, its time for me to scooter outa here.
Chaos:)
Posted by Jamie at Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Monday, November 01, 2004
So this is what it feels like::so this is what it feels like
to break away
to feel seperated from the rest
to leave
to have your feelings misunderstood
to have your actions misread
to think you're nothing
but a pile of useless junk.
So this is what it feels like.