Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Hey hey hey:)
Anna and Nett just went home and now im wondering where on earth lin laoshi is... she's 38mins late. could i have remembered the wrong date? time? argh.whatever.stupid-. Cant believe she placed such a huge burden on our shoulders. its not even confirmed yet you-. make us so fed up, thank you very very much. sigh.finished all the clips and videos for the project. had tonnes of fun laughing and eating because of it. the latter though...*shrugs* i dont wanna think about what's gonna come out of it.

2 more days till temporary freedom
11 more days till my birthday:)
someone save me.




be blatant about it.

Posted by Jamie at Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Wednesday, August 25, 2004


dearest codey chin:) hee. so bored please.

Posted by Jamie at Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Monday, August 16, 2004

Hey all!
Amanda almost sabotaged this entry by typing in..
sigh.that cheeky lil fellow.
Shame on you
*shakes head disapprovingly*

La! What a wonderful way
To spend the post-common test period.
CS free-access!!
whoohoo.
Haha, tonnes of things have happened since the last time i blogged..
Yep.
Was mugging like mad for the past two weeks,
Stayed up till like 2am everynight to study.
Felt lathargic and bad-moody everyday..
But God has shown his power in miraculous ways:)
And anyway,
common test is over.
And so now, the only next thing coming up is..
AAD!!!
ooh yeah:)
They whole school's gonna go cwazeee...
I remember last year,
everyone was wearing funky hats.
Bandanas..cowboy-hats..flower hats..
Tiaras..showercaps..
*snigger*
Anyways, im sure this year's aad is gonna be SWELL..
oh well.
what else?
hmm.
OH YEAH!
Me goin to Aussieland to see Big bro Kenny and Wennie and Cheech!
yay...
haha, reinforce your doors dearest bro..
Disastor awaits!
(here's where i say muah ha ha ha)

Well, me going to go do some other things now..
*Tarra and Cherrio!


Posted by Jamie at Monday, August 16, 2004

Monday, August 02, 2004

Dance.
What has happened to Dance?
Seniors, Are we that bad?
Juniors, Are we?

Our standard’s slipped.
Its dropped drastically.
Fine, so maybe its not my place to say “our”.
Well, I was here for one year to see our previous sec fours.
We are by actual fact,
Nothing, compared to them.
Alright, so maybe the school thinks we’re swell.
Okay, so our Principal thinks we’re amazing.
Fine, so maybe you think you’re great.
Reality check here-
The thing is, we AREN’T.
We aren’t THAT good after all.
But you know what?
I don’t think we’re even good ENOUGH.

Hey, don’t get me wrong.
Dance rocks.
It is by far one of the bestest CCA’s I’ve come across.
Most probably one of the best things that happened in my life.
We scream, we laugh, we sweat, we have fun together, and we work hard together.
But what’s happened?
I don’t know.
Honestly.
I
Don’t
Know.

See what happened today?
Never, in my one and a half years in dance,
Have I EVER, and I mean EVER,
Seen anyone of our trainers so fed up.
And with whom, may I ask?
Us. Yes, US.
He was bad-mooding today because of us.
He shouted today because of us.
Our dance is gonna end up like THIS because of us.
Our standard of performance and commitment has gone down
Down
Down.
Because of us.

What’s the point of me shouting anymore?
I don’t like it.
I don’t.
But if you’re not going to help yourself,
Hey, don’t look at ME.
It’s not like I’M going to.
Where’s the initiative gone?
Where’s all the talk about self-discipline gone?
You tell me people tell me they don’t wanna go for dance
Reason being that they have to study.
Wow. I don’t have to, do I?
Reason being that they are tired.
Hohoho. Sleeping at two every night isn’t tiring enough for me, is it?

When Laoshi lectured us today,
I cried.
I CRIED okay?!
I bet all our seniors who were looking so composed then,
Felt like slapping every single one of us.
I bet they were crying like ANYTHING inside.
And its like not everyone cares.
Not everyone’s even interested.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
I’m sorry.

Sec ones, you’ve gotta learn to be ‘on’ okay?
Be a little more initiative, a little more auto.
Be a little more disciplined.
Don’t wait for us to scream and yell, for you to get things done.
The seniors really need all of us to help.

Sec twos, we’re supposed to be good examples.
Be a little more caring towards the sec ones, help them.
Be a little more co-operative.
Be disciplined.
The juniors need us, and the seniors do too.

Seniors, we’re sorry.
For the trouble,
For the punishments
For the screaming and shouting
For the white hairs…
I’m sorry at least.
We’ve got to work together girls.
We can’t do it if anyone’s not doing stuff whole-heartedly.
If we don’t care, who’s going to?

Its all up to us.
We have to show laoshi we’re just as good
as whatever school he mentions, even better in fact.
We have to endure whatever pain it takes to get us up and going
We will
We can
And we MUST.

[Go Dance]
Argh. Hacking cough. *Cough cough.*







Posted by Jamie at Monday, August 02, 2004