Monday, April 26, 2004

Ohhio peeps.
I most probably mont be able to updated as often as before
basically cos the exmas are here!
officially. yes, it just stinks doesnt it?
anyway, the only reason why im blogging now
is because we're having free excess during CS
so yepp.
Just watched a movie that yusheng, esh and Gen did
OH my tianess. they are the craziest bonkers
that have ever wallked the planet.
and i mean it seriously.
especially that "you jump, i jump" scene
on the titanic's sinking finale!
that was pure insanity man!
haha. yeah and the "macarina" thingy too.
so funny:)
i MUST burn that CD! haha
okies anyways, i've been up to some real mugging lately
and im just stressing myself out more and more over the mid years.
come to think of it i dont really know why either, but i just am.
sigh. losa people are stressed out in class.
Getting sick, not coming to school.
Whoh. i think the pressure put on the girls here
really is too much. ah well, its supposedly a "passing phase".
hmm. yes. i've been really busy nowadays,
and i need to work late into the nights catching up with time
catching up with the revision im lacking.
arghs.
thats why i need to stay stron in myself though its so hard to do.
oh wells, im going to go do some other stuff here.
Perhaps some revision:)
Like who revises during CS please? no one.
argh.
well, im off for now.
toodles:)

Posted by Jamie at Monday, April 26, 2004

Sunday, April 25, 2004

sorry, i havent updated in eons.
my internet connection crashed (pfft)
yep. missed my com soooo much because of course,
its not worth going on the com without any internet right???
haha. thats just me.
exams are coming.
im expecting white hairs and eyebags.
everyone is. well, except for those freaking geniuses.
anyways, ive gotta mugg.
my mugging spell's taking over my body.
haha. lame.
chaos:)

Posted by Jamie at Sunday, April 25, 2004

Saturday, April 17, 2004

*Yesterday
-Sports day was sehr toll
screamed and cheered my heart out

-went to town with Nic and Nett
blew up cash on neoprints
laughed our heads off

-German was sleepy...
did a really weird survey (by Adriel and Eugene)
haha. Really really weird
oh well...

-gym comp
wheeeeeeee!
thats all i can say:)
gym seniors, you know what i mean

-studied the rest of the night through
and hit my sack at eleven plus:)

*Today
- music: piano
boy do i detest it now.
I so do.

-studied the rest of the morning
watched [Lilo & Stitch] just now :)
whoh. shed a few tears.

-and now
im gonna go study more...
but before that here's a piece of my mind

[solitude]
the very essence of solitude loomed within
my life was a daze
i had no direction whatsoever
i didnt know what was going on
I didnt know what to do
But then i found you
yes you
a falling star picked by the heavens above
for me
just for me.
my shelter in the storm
my everlasting love.
you are there
when i need you most
you share my burdens
when they overload.
because of you
i've learnt to live.
To live is to love,
and to be loved back in return.
Thank you Lord for calming that storm in my heart.
Thank you Lord for bringing me back to earth.
Thank you Lord for giving me peace.
Thank you Lord.
Thank you so so much.

-vengeance is sweet.

Posted by Jamie at Saturday, April 17, 2004

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Hey to all:)

*Today
-Dance:
energy-sucking
drained the life outa me
sec ones were bubbly and happy
(like what's new right?)

-THAT R&B concert:
dont ask.
yusheng slept on my right shoulder
yinning was reading in fron of me
anna was drawing diagonally left in front of me
Chaitli, well, i think she was sleeping.
A complete waste of time-
i could have done my simultaneous Linear equations.
Pfft.
We were there at 2:15
they came at 3:05
how nice.
so nice.
they concert was...
-ahem-
its in chinese see.

Tomorrow*
-Sports Day
its the big day
its Bronte's big "daybeau"
*winks*
It is- THE day.
competing in the interhouse games
no more events alas.
going for lunch with Nic and Nett,
ahh, my fellow Fairygodmamas.
Always trusty, now and forevermore?
the three musketeers. oof.

-German (arbeiten sie Deutsch! Auja!)
oof. its Friday once again.
The week flies by as it always does,
and as the saying goes
" time flies when you're having fun"
oh well, i wouldn't really say this week was fun.
Considering the fact that there were casualties-
-Everyday!
today as well. Leemin.
*ahem* -no comment-
yesterday was the calamity of the three amandas
Mandy Lim, Mandy Feng and alas- Claire Mandy Lopez.
Our class is brilliant at gaining casualties.
Funny thing is that only Claire has hyperventilation history...
*shrugs* oh well. miracles happen i guess.
(emphasis on i guess)
ANYWAY.
the point its, that there is german tomorrow
and i think we'll be getting our test back
lest evan decides to appear once again.
hrmphf.
good thing Frau Chua was benovelent enough
to excuse us from any work at all
(exclaims... WHOH.)
like how rare is that?!
oh well
whenever the 6:30 bell rings at the MOELC on fridays
the student mass knows that it is time
It is time to put up the slack-act once again.
and as for those who do it too often,
its just time for them to do some polishing up on it.
Take me for a PERFECT example.
*winks*

Ah well, the exams are but a few weeks away
(2 to be exact)
and there's no lee-way for any slacking here.
Nope. Nadda. Zilch.
In fact-
its time for the good ole' mugging
to come out of my dusty closet,
to get cleaned up
to get all set for that one week...
AND.
its back to the dusty old closet once again
to be coated in layers of dust and dirt.
*guilty smile*
oh yes.
thats the way life goes:)
Well, my life at least.

Anyhow and anyways,
Im gonna go turn in for the night.
time to snatch the nightie-cap of the rack,
to catch up on my rest
before the weekend flies by
as with the previous ones
and the previous previous ones.
Night thenL:)

Posted by Jamie at Thursday, April 15, 2004

Monday, April 12, 2004

[rewind.] ||replay||

I never wanted it to end. now it never will.
A memory etched in my sea of movies.
click.
Rewind and replay. Rewind.
Never stop.
Those blissful moments, short but sweet nonetheless.
A wonderful movie that will play
and playback.
Again and again.
Click.
Never stop.
[Rewind.] ||Replay.||

Posted by Jamie at Monday, April 12, 2004

Saturday, April 10, 2004

Hey People! :)
Today jamie's a happy little girl
*smiles*
Today totally rocked man!
ROCKED RAWKED ROCKED
oh yes.
Left school in the afternoon for Sentosa...
Reached there and found oursleves
melting in the blazing sun!
Went to the holding room
With lights, mirrors and vanities- you name it!
Had a snack there (mango icecream)
*mmm...*
then we went down to the stage
awh.
the place was CROWDED with people man!
totally!
And there was just this amazing ambience there...
wow. it was magical. totally.
walking through that garden,
prim shrubs, vibrant-colored flowers...
as the evening breeze blew,
our skirts just danced in the wind...
elegant figures in the evening sky...
sounds of water gushing about
from the magical fountain...
from the fountains in the middle of the walkway...
awh. it was beautiful!
anyways, we looked ... pretty in our make-up:)
yesh. beautiful little girls. ah ahaha.
anyways, the performance was great!
We tasted our fruits of labour when we heard
the whooping if the crowds
the screams of the audience
and immediately we knew in our hearts
that we did it.
we did it.

Samuel (and Evan) came to see me
but sam was late!
ah well, had dinner with him and his debate team
(they won cat high!)
talked with Sam through dinner over a slushie
:)
Haha, had a great time with all his wacky friends!
We were likie laughing our heads of
when those fellas played a prank call on *...*
(sorry, cant divuldge the secret *wink*)
and John was doing his
" You kicked my dog" act
on the phone
and Sam and i were like laughing our heads off!
anyways, we had dinner and then we went for
the merlion walk behind that creepy merlion...
oops, anyways, there were weird monuments on the way
and sam and i kept commenting on how that creepy merlion
kept changing its colour and how it had laser green eyes
(ahem)
haha, when we reached the merlion walk,
then did i realise that we were going to get WET.
oh my gosh.
so sam and i were like the first ones to kick off our shoes
and we went into the very start
(its a whole walk in water to the end and back up)
and the very minute i slipped in, my skirt was drenched!
awh. anyways, twas really fun because paul, john,
and the rest of them were screaming
(you know those relaly high-noted catcalls which only they could reach)
so sam and i were like ahead in the stream,
and i must say!
DARN THOSE SPRAYS!!!
ahh. those nasty sprays man.
got sam and i sprayed at!
oof. and the whole place was slippery so i kept slipping
and falling and getting myself wet!
and so we had a kinda hard time getting through the part where we had to crawl
yeah, i was wearing a skirt, i'll emphasize.
and so i was okay, but Sam was kinda stuck for awhile
cos he's a big dude! that's why!
(oh but i've grown taller! not much big a diff between our heights now!)
(okay, i still have alot to catch up but...)
haha, anyways, we slipped and fell and got sprayed a couple of times
before we reached the end
where i had misjudged the depth oh so horribly,
that i stepped in the floor and just fell into the water!
ooh. that was bad man. so bad.
haha, anyways, the jouney back was just as eventful
because sam got sprayed real bad and i just stood there laughin
(oops)
and then when we reached the start again
sam and i agreed to walk into the waterfal thingo.
(i reeeally didnt wanna! but it was fun)
so i totally shrieked my way through the freezing thing
along with sam who just went " argh".
pfft.
anyways, we were all soaked when we came out
and we couldnt dry ourselves
though sam did offer me his towel...
but anyway, we walked down to see the rest of them
and just heard more catcalls and stuff
(boy can he scream!)
haha, then Lucas had this bright idea of playing
"who's line is it anyway"
-err-
there were so many scenrios man!
and i was laughing my head off half the time!
yeah, first they were acting as charlie's angels
in falsetto that is.
and then they were acting as girls at a bar
then seven eleven
(oh there was a trans introduced here)
and the boys sure acted like bimbos when they had to!
better than real bimbos themselves!
haha, they did that "whatever" thingy really well too!
anyways, there was also this scenario where sam had to play a acsi jock
and was it paul or john? as the ri nerd
both of them fighting over- was it john or paul?- the hot babe
*snorts*
funny!!!
yeah, oh and that Lucas fella sure plays a good bimbo man
the best one too!

well, met mom and dude after that!
and headed home where i'm feeling so sleepy
so im gonna knock out right now:)

Night!

Posted by Jamie at Saturday, April 10, 2004

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Heys people.
So sorry i havent updated in eons.
Yeah i know. my blog is ancient. so ancient. Anyways, today was kinda tiring. No. make that SUPER tiring, yes. I reached school later this morning, and was half dead because i was mugging away the previous night for my science test. So i put my bag down and did some admin stuff. Mass run. MASS run. Oh the horrors. okay, it wasnt that bad, but my leg hurt really bad so i was kinda limping and running, but i managed to sprint up fornt later at the end... No one fainted today! (whoh.) and i thought I'd never live to see this day. Haha, oh well. Me and my sarcasm. Leemin and Amanda were safe till PE. Well Leemin only though. PE was fun today, as it always is. Haha, Mr samat decided to fuse our class and a junior class (1S1) during PE, so we played captain's ball:) Yesh. And as dear jamie here does as she always does, I stood on the chair! Yes. MY wonderful Chair. my wonderful chair. I'm fated with it, till death do we part. haha. lame. Anyways, its the best thing i can do on the court besides intercept balls *winks* (refers to day before during house prac:) intercepted so many freaking balls till the sec ones started going all like :" oh shit." when the see me. hrmphff. Hey, im a nice, junior-loving, dance- dancing, ball-snatching innocent girl okay. I dont eat people. pfft.) yeah. Literally the whole class knows I dont just grab the ball off the chair. I can DANCE on the chair ;) Wha haha. So powderful eh. *ego* ais. go ask gen and yush. Still remember last thursday while trying to catch the ball, I totally lept off the chair and grabbed it in mid air. Then the chair toppled and i landed on the ground. On my feet okayys. and my elbow at that;) haha. okay whatever. ANYWAY, we played the whole time and the sec ones were like :" oh shit" -ing all over the place when the ball started coming my way... ai. especially the defender. but anways, yush and nett were real smart;) they threw high balls cos they knew jamjam here had the KungFu to leap and land back on the chair. So the defeder was like :" oh shit"-ing the most. Then after captains ball Leemin started having her pains again. *AIYOH* well miss tan was all ready cos she knows that thursdays are casualty-bound. haha:) yeah, leemin was in GREAT pain. oof. used the stretcher and then she was sent off to the clinic. She was kinda unconscious then. yep. Anyways, the rest of the day was plain, simple. same...

After school I went to the hall early for dance, so after i warmed up I went to play badminton with the baddy girls:) SO fun kies. haha... played till i had to sweat like mad... and then that stupid coach came up to me in front of all the dance girls and ased :" Eh. You from Badminton not? Why you neh-fer Join?!". whoh. i was freaked out man. The shuttle-cork just landed on my head and i was like :"erm, cos i didnt want to???" then i had to give her the i'm-just--a-little-girl-playing-baddy look and she went away. Pheew. And I can swear that she's got a serious BO problem. Phoowee.

Okay, so dance... Laoshi didnt come today, so we did our basics and then gym. GYM. LOTS and lotsa gym. My head was kinda dizzy after that and the sec two were screaming most of the time and laughing too. (well, we always are). then after everyone left, and the spanish-ballet peeps were left, we practiced. Yep. Was so tired k...

Ai. then ahlfway through I just suddenly blacked out kies. truly scary. My very first blackout. sigh. then i just collapsed on the floor and then after like i dunno how many minutes then did i regain consciousness. phoowee. Then i had cramps. my abs. i think so at least. my stomach too. Ai. nevermind. I hate that experience man. coulndt breath for awhile, then everything was black. ai. so anyways...

Just came back from brainjuice-draining math tuition. Simultaneous Liner Equations. Yadda that to quadratic and cubic equations too. awh. Mind-boggling man. Can you believe she gave us O'level questions? Anna and i just died. well, not really... mananged to solve two of them;) yay. aha. okies.

Going to chinatown with my group tomorrow, haa. cant wait. then we're coming home to work on our webpage as well as our imovie. yay. we rock k. My dearest obl groupie:)

Okies. really sleepy so im gonna turn in for the night:)
Chaos!

Posted by Jamie at Thursday, April 08, 2004

Saturday, April 03, 2004

STOP CALLING ME BABY CHIN!!!!!
*starts boxing people*
hrmphff.-

Posted by Jamie at Saturday, April 03, 2004

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Ai. Life just cant get any worse.
Well, i thought it couldnt at least
You've proven it wrong.
Again.

Thanks alot
to all the torment you've put me through
thanks alot
for all the trouble you caused me
thanks alot
for ruining my already-torn life
And most of all-
thanks Oh-So-Much
for killing me at long last.
Grats to you.

The chinese test today was
"... ... ... ..."
no comment. zilch.
Math test was
"... ... oh ... ..."
no comment either. Nadda.
German tomorrow, performance in 9 days.

Time - (time off commitments+ time for studies) = time for myself
= 0

Drifting away
further by day
I thought i'd lose you
but then i lost myself.
Screwing issue one by one
Turning things upside down
inside out
each after the next
they've all been blasted.
hey, everyone gets a turn.
oh how sarcastic.
pfft.

[to anna: PLEASE. stop trying to do the speechless act. I know you're trying to help you situation on being pesky, but it only aggravates things. A piece of advice from your treasured. winks]

[to Dance juniors: STOP naming your stuff toys after me!!! I'll box your face square arh!]

[to amanda, cindy, Claire, Liling, Maureen, Audrey: STOP CALLING ME BABY CHIN. I'll box all your faces arh. *a-bush*]