Sunday, April 17, 2005
~*Sparks'05!! [Me, tis and Yinting]
eee.i look so evil. *pouts* not my fault.
cheryl says i look like a gangsterr!!:'( nooooo! i hate my hair tho.CHERYL DID IT!!! (BOOMhairsyle.tsk.)
Posted by Jamie at Sunday, April 17, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
i say this at the dark of nightto you who hears me never
you think that i'm just that.
I'll never be good enough.
i've been compared
downgraded
disgraced.
I'll always be
that jamie
irresponsible
ignorant
indignant
inactive
infuriating
to you i will always be
to you.
how long has it been
since i've last felt good about myself
how long has it been
since i've made you happy
how long has it been
since i've manage to qualify
too long.
i've tried so hard,
i've winced through this much.
Behind this jolly face
i've shed enough tears.
I'll never be good enough.
Not fast enough
not smart enough
not outstanding enough
to you,
nothing is enough.
So overlook all that i've done
and tap all you want at my flaws
its alright.
what you see
is not what really is,
but what is
for me
has always been.
how many sides do i have?
it doesnt matter.
what matters most to me
is which side
is true.
The cheery one, prancing on a bed of daisies
Or the one shedding silent tears at night?
Scares me to think that i havent the slightest idea.
but it doesnt matter.
seeing is believing.
so believe that what you see
is real.
the truth of the matter is not what's on the outside.
its what's processing that matters.
you'll never find the real me.
I'm me for myself.
Perhaps i'm just being depressed.
Maybe you don't see me.
It could be that im different around you.
Or maybe you around me.
You dont have to know
No one has to see
I don't want to prove anything
I'm just being me.
It's your choice ultimately
what you want to see
So give me some time
Just set me free.
I'll do what i can
this i promise you.
I dont want to let you down again
It hurts me too.
All i ask
is for you to see
That change takes time
And that's hard on me.
Posted by Jamie at Thursday, April 14, 2005
Friday, April 08, 2005
booya(:mann.
Life now.. -speechless-
just got back from dance not long ago..
Tonnes of things have happened.
The interview today for the chinese newspaper went okay.
I think Zhiwei n i were making alot of noise in the Go tho=P
(oops).
Haha. nice guy, that fella.
But it was so weirddd.
Then they made us take photos. tsktsk.
and Ms Ng made such a big fuss cos the wind kept
"blowing at her hair and it'd make her look messy..blah"
Haha. Mr Ho was so mean.
He said the newspaper would mistake her for one of the students.
And then the photo would consist of 3 students n 1 teacher.
Tsktsk. Mr Ho's so mean.
ANYWAY. that aside.
SPARKS!! *whohooooo*
yay. coming sooon!
I've got 2 free tickets.
Hmm. who wants to go watch us dance?
WDhiphoppers?
Any takers? heh?
Haha. tell me. before its tooooo LATE.
Till next time...
adios!((: